I am also a bio chem major what I’ve learned is get internships just to watch surgeries get in the OR learn the smell and just get use to it. Once you’re comfortable it’s the most exhilarating thing.
One advice, you dealing with med, you need to be strong and fearless, cause fear is one thing for sure that will always make you feel guilty. So if its really what you wanna do, then you got to be a strong and fearless person.
You get used to it.Everyone gets grossed out at first,it's normal.Back in my first year in my anatomy labs I went from "ewww is that a real bone????" to "I will eat this phalanx for extra points" real fast😂
You definitely get used to it. Also oddly I find things less confronting in reality than in photos or videos. Don’t know why... does anyone else get this?!